I DO!
And I have also realized that I have a death grip on these keys.
I mean... I have met people that love me unconditionally.
I have met people that sync up with my dating philosophical approach to relationships.
I am "negotiating" with someone that matches my personality - she really matches my super secret check list that I keep close to my heart that I never discuss with anyone.
I have a death grip on the keys.
As my meeting with Abby gets closer, she's losing my attention.
Well, not losing my attention - because I find her most interesting, but my defense mechanisms are are going to DefCon 1.
At DefCon 1... I begin the process of pushing away... building walls... preparing for things to be at arms length.
The good thing is that I recognize this... and I'm struggling against it - because I really like her.
I'm probably going to blog about this a lot this week... I have to work through this.
1 comment:
Love can steal into your life very easily. If you dare to let it. :) All you have to do is let go of these keys.
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