I write things here for a purpose. It allows me to capture the decisions that I've made over the course of my life and attempt to not make the same mistakes over and over again.I went back and read everything that I've written about Chi Chi in the last 3 months and I have to ask myself - "why am I still with her?"
I have found myself in a... relationship. The man that has always believed that relationships are bad, and it's not about being IN a relationship. The man that believes that it's all about relating to the other person... that guy.. the one I see when I look in the mirror... has found himself...
in a bad relationship.
The sad thing is, I'm too complacent to do anything about it.
Mother of all that is frustrating!
I have to end this.
Soon.
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