Okay... I was really feeling low last night. I admit it. Part of my issue has always been that I don't feel like I fit in.
I took last night to throw all of my normal thought out the window and just be.
Things started with Nate's going away party. 4 guys... 4 girls... the people that I call the "cool kids" from church. They are more like family than friends. It's a crew that I've always tried to become a part of for the greater part of 2 years. I think I'm finally able to say tat I've accomplished the goal. I was greeted with hugs, people were engaging me in conversation as I them... it was good. A high even.
On my way home, I went to a local bar where friends of mine were playing. I always get in without a cover. Mike's wife was there with a friend of theirs that I met before and her boyfriend in from Atlanta. I asked him to be my wingman for the evening... I HAD A GREAT TIME.
I'm not a drinker, so I didn't bother... but I did have the opportunity to just hang with people. I got to pick up really hot girls... hang with super guys... it was like I owned the place. At the end of the night, people were coming up to me!
Granted... this was one of those special occasions where I was completely out of my own head. No thinking allowed. Just the impulse of forgetting all the worries of the world.
It was good.
I need a wingman.
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