I was talking with Mica, a friend of mine that lives in North Carolina.
She said - "You should see a psychiatrist..."
I laughed for a moment, then said - "That would be depressing."
Here's the deal. I have a lot of close friends. They are just scattered around the country. (The distance brings its own safety, I can talk with them without the fear of there being judgemental looks, disapproving stares...)
Therapy would be depressing because it feeds into my primary fear... that the only reason that they would be talking with me was because I'm paying them.
My 2nd goal is to get local friends that I can be open and honest with.
No comments:
Post a Comment