Well... another relationship ended as easily as it began. The sad thing is... it really didn't have to end.Here's what happened...
1st... she sent me a text message that was intended for another guy.
I asked her about it, she basically asked me if I could forget about it.
I almost did... however, we had other issues.
She never saw that she did anything wrong... everything was always something that I did. Something that I did wrong... So... I would change, slightly to come in line with her world views... and she would find another flaw.
I recognized that she never saw anything wrong in her eyes and decided that I should run.
What did I do wrong? I unplugged... Disengaged... partially because over the course of 3 months she gained like 30 pounds... Okay... if you love someone, you love them regardless of what they look like... but really?
Really?
I'm currently on a health kick. After the marriage I got up to 285 pounds. I was 185 when we got married. Right now, I'm at 222 and shrinking. Just before we broke up, I planned on what nutrition plan I was going to use (Nutrisystem) and which work out I was going to use (Insanity). I put in my mind that I was going to get back to my college weight.
So... I was 235 when we broke up... 222 now... and it's been a month... I feel good...
So... maybe I should be thanking her for giving me incentive to live a healthier life.
I'm not sure.
Either way, I'm taking a few months off dating.
