I am willing to admit it...

I am... a little lost at the moment.

I recently had to take a few steps backwards from all the progress I made after the divorce. I had to... turn off my heart. I HAD to stop feeling in order to get through the ordeal with Shanna.

So now? I don't feel and I'm kind of lost. 

There was a time that I could function like this, but it's been a while and I think I've forgotten how. 

So... what to do... what to do... what to do...

I have got to go back to the  beginning and start re-tracing my steps.

First step? 

Who am I?

I need to remember my identity.

Who am I?