I can't do this...

I admit it... I'm a runner.

When it comes to relationships, I am a runner. I am such a runner that I refuse to call it anything other than a relationship.

I like to call it a friendship, a journey, a blueprint.

I don't think I'm ready to risk yet.

Or maybe I am...

I have to think about this. I have to count the costs...

I have worked so hard at creating all these hoops for people to jump through and when people start jumping through them... AAARRRGH...

I have to think.

What do I want?

The stakes are too high to be glib.

Gimme a day or 2 to work things out in my own head.

I think I'm going to start lacing up my track shoes...

Don't hate me...