Why am I sad?

I am sad because I am healing! That's the good news. Like I said before, I would rather feel something than not feel at all.

So... the big question is... why am I sad?

I am sad because I miss my friend. I miss the woman that "I'm not dating."

I miss her voice, hanging out with her, the anticipation of our next activity.

But alas... she's off really dating now... no closure for me... makes me sad.